May 2010
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Less than 24 hours until Summer Break.
Less than one day until I can relax and not stress about school for 4 months.
i need to get back to Jesus.
shebreaks:
i really truly do.
without him, everything seems to phase me.
i hate how i’m affected by everything.
ditto ditto dittooooo
I keep crying and I dont know why. What’s wrong with me.
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I’m almost terrified to take my math final. I have to get a C+ to pass the class. I have 2 days to cram a semesters worth of formulas in my head. Why am I on tumblr? Why am I watching a documentary on Lil Wayne? I do not know.
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Four days. Only four more days...
-dominos.com
-tons of notes
-an essay to finish
-4 finals to study for
that’s my day in a nutshell.
April 2010
78 posts
Him: Jade
Her: Alexander
Him: Do you remember that day you fell outta my window?
Her: I sure do, you came jumping out after me.
Him: Well, you fell on the concrete, nearly broke your ass, you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you out to the hospital, you remember that?
Her: Yes I do.
Him: Well there's something I never told you about that night.
Her: What didn't you tell me?
Him: While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you til just now.
only 200 more words to go. why did it take me 3 days to write one paper? once this is done i can begin cramming for finals. my walls are bare and I feel like im in a prison cell. My dorm doesnt feel like home anymore. In 7 days I wont be a freshman anymore! yay :)
Re: Stacks is all that I listen to lately. Over...
I JUST SAW THE BOY THAT I WAS IN LOVE WITH FOR 2 YEAR AND I WAS SO AWKWARD AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY AND RIGHT NOW I FEEL SO DUMB. I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM ANYMORE WHY DO I CARE WHAT HE THINKS. AHHHH.
/rant. sorry.
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I just made a 68% on a math exam and I’m drinking grape soda and listening to Dallas Green and looking at pictures of myself from last year when I was just so unhappy with life. Here I am a year later and college is sorta kicking my ass but it’s pushing me to develop a work ethic, I have to try, I have to earn good grades. In Highschool everything was such a fucking joke but...
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I can't have my cake and eat it too.
Things are going too well. Something is gonna backfire anyday now. I’m waiting for it to all come crashing down.